hari ini smua hal membuat gw sangat STRESS!!!!!



gak cuma 1 hal aja......



tapi kumpulan dari semua hal yang ada.....



rasanya kpala gw mau pecah.......



pengen teriak rasanya.....








sori ya kalo kata-kata gw ato sms gw hari ini ada yang menyinggung ato nyakitin perasaan seseorang.... gw dah ga tahan aja begini terus.....

what will you do if had a situation like that




you want to say sorry, but you know it's useless




when people are tired to hear you says "sorry"



you did that thing before, and now you did it again.....



so what you supposed to do?????



you let people down by your behavior....




aaarrggghhh!!!!!





why i'm so stupid!!

Now, i did again...
yes, AGAIN!!!!


knapa sih gw slalu ga bisa berubah??
yes, i want to change myself..
i really do
but i don't know why it's so hard to do..


gak heran kalau sampai ada org yang udah capek ngomong ke gw... mereka merasa udah ga ada gunanya nasehatin gw...

sekarang gw cuma bisa menyesal, dan gw harus menerima konsekwensi dari smua tingkah laku gw....


ibarat istilah "nasi sudah jadi bubur"
kalau emang harus begini caranya agar gw bisa berubah, gw hanya bisa pasrah dan harus menerima ini smua....

wahhhhh bisa dapet crispy roll??? nyumm nyummm nyummm
MAU MAU MAU!!!!!!


mudah2an kartu gw cepet jadi dahhh hohoho

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change


yupzz.. you're right Jacko....

kita tuh ga bisa membuat orang lain untuk berubah....
yang harus kita lakukan adalah merubah diri kita sendiri....



as i promised to someone.. i'm gonna change my self..

i'm not gonna be that selfish boy again.....

i'm not gonna be that childish again....

i'm gonna start looking something in different way....




i know it's a hard thing to do..

but i believe in my self that I CAN DO IT!!!